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  <title>Praise then darkness, and creation unfinished</title>
  <subtitle>Don't mourn, organize</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Redbird</name>
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  <updated>2012-11-16T21:51:06Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-13:52751:1364580</id>
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    <title>Trying to buy a jacket</title>
    <published>2012-11-16T21:51:06Z</published>
    <updated>2012-11-16T21:51:06Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Coats, and other clothing stuff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My body shape has changed over the last couple of years, which means that a bunch of clothing that used to fit doesn't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://redbird.dreamwidth.org/1364580.html#cutid1"&gt;cut for length and for clothing/body size stuff&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=redbird&amp;ditemid=1364580" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-13:52751:1273003</id>
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    <title>workout, with more balance stuff</title>
    <published>2011-05-13T02:16:37Z</published>
    <updated>2011-05-13T02:16:37Z</updated>
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    <category term="balance"/>
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    <content type="html">Today's workout involved lots of the usual stuff, and one new balance exercise. The knees are still/again a bit achy, but I'm managing (with some help from NSAIDs). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://redbird.dreamwidth.org/1273003.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=redbird&amp;ditemid=1273003" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-13:52751:1249210</id>
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    <title>Last night's workout</title>
    <published>2010-12-04T00:53:03Z</published>
    <updated>2010-12-04T00:53:03Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I saw Emilie last night, for the first time in two weeks. She spent a bunch of time on massage, after I told her my shoulder had been hurting, possibly from pulling the wheeled suitcase. I also did some exercises. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://redbird.dreamwidth.org/1249210.html#cutid1"&gt;details behind cut&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=redbird&amp;ditemid=1249210" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-04-13:52751:1228333</id>
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    <title>Conversation with Emilie</title>
    <published>2010-08-20T02:39:48Z</published>
    <updated>2010-08-20T02:39:48Z</updated>
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    <dw:mood>thoughtful</dw:mood>
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    <content type="html">I had another good workout, including her showing me more things to do with one of those big physio balls, and reminding me of a couple from last week that I'd been unable to recall on Monday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And in the middle of it, she said something that, well, it didn't floor me because I was already sitting on a mat on the floor: my body is a very good learner. That is &lt;em&gt;way&lt;/em&gt; off of my self-image, much more so than thinking of myself as being brave for sticking with this was. But while Emilie clearly wants to encourage me, and cheers when something clicks or she sees me being more vertical, I don't think she's making things up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Emilie says my body learns well (or, translating into less dualistic terms, I am learning and internalizing the balance and proprioception stuff, and at least some of the new exercises. She also says that I'm doing so quickly. From inside, it feels like a long process, but it's only been a few months.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Numbers later, maybe.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=redbird&amp;ditemid=1228333" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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